I havent blogged in a while. Thanksgiving was good. Christmas was good. New Years was good. Then I got really sick. Been in bed and trying my best to overcome the cold. Its been very hard. Been very weak, headaches that hurt painfully, sore throat to the point I lost my voice and I cant eat or drink anything, etc. The fact that I havent been going to practice has bothered me enough, and when I did go and try, I got yelled at because I couldnt do it. I then went to the doctors to finally check out my shins after all of these years. No bone fracture but I am going to the hospital today to get a bone scan. As of right now, I can not participate in any physical activities. I am very upset. I was already upset enough about the fact that I cant practice because I am sick but now I cant practice because of my legs. I mean I understand it was going to happen sooner or later but the fact that I will be inactive for a while is going to kill me. Well, thats all I have to say now, I have to go get ready to go to the hospital….yay..-_-
Henry Dang was his name. He died last October because of an off duty police was drinking and speeding. He police hit him as he was riding his bike home from his friends house. His body was dragged and his neck was broken. The police that came to the site to see what had happened was the father of the man that hit Henry. That policeman did not do an alcohol test for his son. He was loved by many people on this world. He had changed the lives of many and would have continued to if he was here to pursue his dream of being a Policeman himself. Its sad to know that it is almost a year that he has been gone and the policeman that hit him is still living another day of his life and not locked up.
R.I.P Henry Dang. We Love you. I love you.
The reason why I’m happy
Is because I’m blessed
It’s easier to smile now than when I’m stressedThe reason why I’m successful
Is because I work hard
I must finish what was started in my own backyardThe reason why I ball
Because it means everything to me
And it’ll take me from point A
All the way to point Z
Many people have asked,
The question that I seem to ignore.
Why are you single, Why cant we be more?
I am single for many reasons.
I am focused on school and sports.
I dont have time and need to focus on myself.
But I am single because I am afraid.
Not afraid of getting hurt, but of hurting others.
Girls always mention how they dont want to get hurt,
Well guys feel the same way.
In my past, I have many unpleasant experiences and changed me as a person.
Because I act on those experiences, I have made very dumb mistakes.
I hurt people in the process and lost many people I loved.
So the reason why I am single, is not because I cant get a boyfriend, and it is the reasons I listed above, but it is mainly because I cant risk the chance of hurting someone else that I could care about.